Haven’t been here for a while..

So.. ya. That’s true. I haven’t been here for a while. But. Message made me to write something more. I can’t write much good about past day.. however it ended well with a nice 1 hour run. Beyond that.. it was kind of shitty. It was one of those days, when you wake up.. and you’re mad.. why? because. Even more, whatever anyone do makes you slightly angry, nervous. I’ve no idea if you do have such days my reader.. but I do.. and the best way to left it.. is training. Unluckily.. I’ve managed to organize some time for training.. at 8:30 pm.. so.. slightly late, but better than nothing. I will start filling up gaps for last two weeks.. quite a lot had happened. For now it’s over. At least this post is over.

to be or not to be… f’n lazy

I haven’t done much for couple of last days.. party, party, party.. seems nice.. but if you consider the amount of time spent in pub, and amount of money which you’ve left there.. and.. ya.. I’m busy now.. I will show up.. shortly? or.. not.. whatever. Take care.

time is passing.

everyday seems to be slightly different than previous, only slightly makes the difference. Last couple of days passed so quickly.. I didn’t even realized that it’s Sunday evening.. next week will start tomorrow. Swimming pool in the morning, 8 hours in work.. then? whatever.. I’ll plan something.. but.. I’m a little bit tired, so my point is to define myself, define my goals – globally. Sometimes I feel like my life is just flowing through my fingers.. whatever.. so freak’n pesymistic post. Be optimistic.

beyond that.. I do feel like it’s just a step from pack.. and go.. far, far away from that place where some people caused me to be ashamed, embarrassed saying ya.. I’m Polish, I’m from that place in central Europe where a group of maniacs attract vox populi by creating new religion, order, rules – what more – so far, I haven’t found anyone smart enough to take a grenade and blow it up. People, wake up. Go home. It’s ridiculous!

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difficult to start

ya.. so difficult to start doing my Italian classes. I do feel it’s quite important and I want to do this.. but.. stop talking. start doing. The end. I’m going to do my 20 minutes lesson.

training preparation

so.. I’m doing sth more than I’ve used to for last two weeks, but .. since there is so much to do.. I’ve to set it up properly.. as my last post in thoughts section said.. enslave it :] .. so.. I will try to enslave that training mess shortly.. say deadline? ok.. friday, night. 6th August 2010. Difficult.. but still. Aim. Plan… then I will see how it goes.. I let you know.

different me

So.. different me. Different music. Different.. what’s the word we can use instead of different? yy.. (google)..
other, unlike, alternative, else, another, new.. so me.. I do like this song for last couple of minutes. Why not.
and fuck the whole universe.

So.. started

Me again. I do hope I will be able to keep writing in English.. few reasons.. not to forget to much, maybe improve.. a little bit.. since my written English was always pretty shitty. And.. ya.. to express myself slightly different than usually. I thought I don’t need that.. but, since I’ve finished writing on kauczuk about.. Cranfield, my stay.. and everything what was going on up there, in UK.. I did realized that my thoughts are mess.. so keep fresh, keep organized, keep myself going on through “this” what we used to called life. Recently, I do not have time for anything.. I’ve started working and … I do feel like my life is just passing by somewhere there.. so, I’m trying to catch up with it by writing. At least.. I will.. I will challenge myself to do this.

So much to write, so difficult to express. But.. let’s move on. Keep going. Swimming pool tomorrow. 5:55. Time to go sleep. And do remember .. no pain, no gain. Goodnight readers, whoever you are, wherever you are.