project.

Project was supposed to be in my hands.. like 4 days ago.. but it is not.. why? Each time you asked “x” to do sth, even you pay “x”.. you have to check. Then you have to check again. Shitty.. but true. House building glamour. Never mind.. hope to have all the f’n paper work done shortly. Well.. just hope.

Haven’t been here for a while..

So.. ya. That’s true. I haven’t been here for a while. But. Message made me to write something more. I can’t write much good about past day.. however it ended well with a nice 1 hour run. Beyond that.. it was kind of shitty. It was one of those days, when you wake up.. and you’re mad.. why? because. Even more, whatever anyone do makes you slightly angry, nervous. I’ve no idea if you do have such days my reader.. but I do.. and the best way to left it.. is training. Unluckily.. I’ve managed to organize some time for training.. at 8:30 pm.. so.. slightly late, but better than nothing. I will start filling up gaps for last two weeks.. quite a lot had happened. For now it’s over. At least this post is over.

to be or not to be… f’n lazy

I haven’t done much for couple of last days.. party, party, party.. seems nice.. but if you consider the amount of time spent in pub, and amount of money which you’ve left there.. and.. ya.. I’m busy now.. I will show up.. shortly? or.. not.. whatever. Take care.

time is passing.

everyday seems to be slightly different than previous, only slightly makes the difference. Last couple of days passed so quickly.. I didn’t even realized that it’s Sunday evening.. next week will start tomorrow. Swimming pool in the morning, 8 hours in work.. then? whatever.. I’ll plan something.. but.. I’m a little bit tired, so my point is to define myself, define my goals – globally. Sometimes I feel like my life is just flowing through my fingers.. whatever.. so freak’n pesymistic post. Be optimistic.

beyond that.. I do feel like it’s just a step from pack.. and go.. far, far away from that place where some people caused me to be ashamed, embarrassed saying ya.. I’m Polish, I’m from that place in central Europe where a group of maniacs attract vox populi by creating new religion, order, rules – what more – so far, I haven’t found anyone smart enough to take a grenade and blow it up. People, wake up. Go home. It’s ridiculous!

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difficult to start

ya.. so difficult to start doing my Italian classes. I do feel it’s quite important and I want to do this.. but.. stop talking. start doing. The end. I’m going to do my 20 minutes lesson.

training preparation

so.. I’m doing sth more than I’ve used to for last two weeks, but .. since there is so much to do.. I’ve to set it up properly.. as my last post in thoughts section said.. enslave it :] .. so.. I will try to enslave that training mess shortly.. say deadline? ok.. friday, night. 6th August 2010. Difficult.. but still. Aim. Plan… then I will see how it goes.. I let you know.

Aim high

Life, lala, la, lala.. so ya.. I’ve read today nice motto which seems to be mine for a couple of years.. I’ll try to express myself this way..
We, people do have inherent tendency for life, first and foremost inherent tendency for better life. We do believe we can influence, model and determine it and that our success depends on us only. Is it? I do believe it so far, I do feel like I can control it, even more, I sometimes influence it significantly.. however in bunch of cases we simply do not enslave, why? Ask your God. If you will get the answer, let me know. Define your aim, set a plan, implement it in your life, execute, define new aim.. and keep aiming higher and higher.

ml

house, to be or not to be..

Ya.. www.z500.pl.. nice designs, my favorite z66.. does not fit to the field.. but z79 is not bad as well (at least it wasn’t for a couple of days). Everything take so much time. A lot of paper work is waiting for me. However, I do hope we will manage to make it.. still waiting for a town hall documentation. Below.. z79 project. Good enough. Great. Shortly (?) .. [define shortyl? ] .. ok, not much more to write so far. Work in progress.

I’ve to finish.. running tomorrow. I do need some sleep.

I find it so difficult to coordinate all those tasks.. I will have to work on it.. still it’s pretty much, at least I do feel it like that. TBC.

next week.. done

Progress. Driving for perfection is a job for life. Constant improvement. Last week was pretty good, even though I did hurt my knee a little bit. This week started quite good as well. I’ve managed to wake up at 6:15 (a little bit late, since I was planning to do some swimming), but.. never say no – and.. 6:25 I was in the water. I did 40 lengths of the pool (with my flippers on) in about 25 minutes.. took a shower and went back home. Breakfast. Then work. I’ve to say.. it was good Monday.

storm, finally

After many checks I did managed to catch.. what I was waiting for quite a long time.. so .. effect is below.. storm, day.. b&w.. just because. Don’t ask why. I just like it. Kind of fancy b&w. Never mind. I’m proud of this shot.

ml